Sunday, September 20, 2009

Memories~

Recently, many things had happen...
they causes a big change in my life...............
i broke out with him...
the one that i loved for so many years.
mayb there r alot of ppl thinking that i m too cruel to leave him..
especially at the moment that he needed my support.
but...
anyone knows my feeling??
lonely n everytime i need him he is not there..
i cried n cried for dono how many times,
who knows??
don say tat i never gv him any time and chance...
i tried so hard to maintain the feeling of loving him..
again n again i feel so hurt.
at first,
try to be independent.
then,
try to not think bout him.
after tat,
make myself as busy as possible.
but finally,
start to think of giving up..
everytime my excuse is we hv gone through so long...
n something had happen in may tat tell me its not the suitable time.
thinking of the sweet time we hv been through.
but as the day pass..
this doesnt work anymore...
i m sorry to say tat...
but i hv to.
i don wan to go through my life with tears..
many ppl told me, every one deserved a second chance..
but i dono how many second chance i hv to gv in future..
i dono weather is my fault or urs..
eventhough u keep saying sorry, but i din feel like u did anything wrong.
jz tat i hv lost the feeling of LOVE~~
its not anyone's fault actually..

So,
this is my decision.
it is not reversible...
time passes..
life hv to move on.

i dint know tat u hv soooo much problem recently as u never tell me b4.
but i really hope tat u can go through all these,
strongly and bravely...
i know u can do it!

thanks for loving me, so much..
u really gv a memorable ralationship for me..
the moment of happiness..
will b kept in deep of my heart...
FOREVER
...........................................
thanks for everything u hv given to me,
teach me..
i learnt alot from u..
those important lessons..
that i can make use of it,
throughout my life..
THANKS!!!

gambate... to u and to me..

Believe that,
tomorrow is always a better day!!

Sincerely,
i hope tat u will live happily for the rest of ur life..
stay healthy and confident~~
take good care of urself......
^.^




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